green and black blues

coaching is the worst! I hate losing! but man am i good at it. we're like 0-12 this year, and it's brutal. the thing is my destain is selfish... i hate to lose cuz it makes me look bad. Parents look across the court at me and question my every move with their eyes... and i have no answer. I never said i was a coach, but here i am with my little team of ADD hooligans who would rather be playing My Little Pony's... we practice hard, we say we're focused, but we get out there and stink up the joint. I cannot be positive any longer. we're terrible, and it's largely becaus of my poor coaching... blagh. abosolutly deflating. needless to say, the NBA won't be calling anytime soon... sad panda